running from running

yes this an update of my life.

peaceful night to write out a little update of my life right now. less weights in my heart and my mind since i have completed the parts of my FYP report that i aimed to complete by this week. not much but good enough to set the pace of my writing. moreover, to carry on writing, i need more extensive planning and consulting with my mentors before proceeding with confidence and conviction.

of course not all weights have been unloaded.. still unsure if my ear infection is completely heal or not. haha at this point in time i question if legit there is a problem or am i just being paranoid. you see, i don't want to spend too much money to head to the next review which will be with a specialist in a hospital.. but at the same time i want to eradicate the problem and be sure of it. like the Chinese saying goes where you remove weeds by uprooting them completely and not to just trim the top.

moving on, i realise i have sort of broken my holiday tradition of keeping fit through night runs this winter break. i find myself running from running routine. why? i keep finding reasons to not run.. at times legit reasons but other times.. plain excuses. legit reasons being heavy downpour or being sick. plain excuses being too tired after a day out or doing too much FYP thus draining to much brain energy. yeah, i know, running no need use too much brain juice.. that is why i say plain excuses. ohh wells, what a way to end 2017 in the aspect of maintaining good exercise habit haha. until next time then, cheers.