somehow whenever the first final paper is near, i will be hooked onto this piece.. probably and good war song lol. it is "Europa" by Globus.
Tuesday, November 24, 2015
Sunday, November 22, 2015
solemn
yes this is an update of my life.
again, in the blink of an eye, reading week is over. Sunday is here and a new week begins tomorrow. not any other usual week but a week where finals draw closer. my brain is at saturation as of now. i think this is what you get when you force yourself to revise a little during the weekends. that is probably why i insist myself on having off days to really let go and relax. i'm glad i could do so more often than not. nonetheless, i shall treasure the remaining few hours of weekends before entering yet another week.. days of revision before the papers lasting until the 2nd of December.
i really cannot wait for the holidays to come. yeah, some might say "duh, who doesn't" but this time i mentioned with greater emphasis because, like i mentioned at the start and middle of the semester, i hate this semester. the modules i have at hand is generally boring and content heavy and tedious. okay. i can make do with content heavy and tedious.. but once it is boring and draggy it really turns me off from the start. ohh wells, nearing the end. i must keep in mind why i have been holding on from the start.
moving away from academics, i am so sorry and saddened to know that Gavi, a band member with Lindsey Stirling has passed away. to think that the man whom i saw in a concert earlier this year is now gone is really sad. back then, he was still so energetic and cheerful. well as some put it, "the best way to mourn the dead is to live", life goes on but their life would be remembered. rest in peace, Gavi.
again, in the blink of an eye, reading week is over. Sunday is here and a new week begins tomorrow. not any other usual week but a week where finals draw closer. my brain is at saturation as of now. i think this is what you get when you force yourself to revise a little during the weekends. that is probably why i insist myself on having off days to really let go and relax. i'm glad i could do so more often than not. nonetheless, i shall treasure the remaining few hours of weekends before entering yet another week.. days of revision before the papers lasting until the 2nd of December.
i really cannot wait for the holidays to come. yeah, some might say "duh, who doesn't" but this time i mentioned with greater emphasis because, like i mentioned at the start and middle of the semester, i hate this semester. the modules i have at hand is generally boring and content heavy and tedious. okay. i can make do with content heavy and tedious.. but once it is boring and draggy it really turns me off from the start. ohh wells, nearing the end. i must keep in mind why i have been holding on from the start.
moving away from academics, i am so sorry and saddened to know that Gavi, a band member with Lindsey Stirling has passed away. to think that the man whom i saw in a concert earlier this year is now gone is really sad. back then, he was still so energetic and cheerful. well as some put it, "the best way to mourn the dead is to live", life goes on but their life would be remembered. rest in peace, Gavi.
Tuesday, November 17, 2015
the beautiful mosaic
introducing to you all something really interesting. personally, i find this a really good read as the author was able to really relate one's experiences with friendships to the experience of losing baby teeth. here is the link.
The Problem Growing Up Is Losing Your Friends
"The problem with growing up is it hurts to give away a piece of you. But the beautiful part is you become the piece of art you were meant to be."
The Problem Growing Up Is Losing Your Friends
"The problem with growing up is it hurts to give away a piece of you. But the beautiful part is you become the piece of art you were meant to be."
Monday, November 16, 2015
onward
yes this is an update of my life.
just before heading to dreamland. just wanted to update here for a bit. end of 13 weeks of lessons and here comes the reading week no one likes to call it a study break since its purpose is entirely opposite. revision time before heading to the battlefield of the final papers. hope to have the strength and wisdom to conquer them all. all the best people. probably not update much for the next week or so but will share videos and songs now and then. cheers.
just before heading to dreamland. just wanted to update here for a bit. end of 13 weeks of lessons and here comes the reading week no one likes to call it a study break since its purpose is entirely opposite. revision time before heading to the battlefield of the final papers. hope to have the strength and wisdom to conquer them all. all the best people. probably not update much for the next week or so but will share videos and songs now and then. cheers.
Thursday, November 12, 2015
Tuesday, November 10, 2015
roped
yes this is an update of my life.
just a really quick update i guess. on a verge on ranting but ohh wells nope.. inner peace. anyway here comes the end of the semester. really really home i can find the strength and wisdom to really take on this last lap of numerous tests. may i find peace in balancing my work time and fun time as well. all the best people. cheers.
just a really quick update i guess. on a verge on ranting but ohh wells nope.. inner peace. anyway here comes the end of the semester. really really home i can find the strength and wisdom to really take on this last lap of numerous tests. may i find peace in balancing my work time and fun time as well. all the best people. cheers.
Monday, November 9, 2015
halloween
a little late but still going to post something that i look forward to every year during Halloween.
Wednesday, November 4, 2015
Tuesday, November 3, 2015
down days
this is a rant. hopefully a one time off thing and i'll be better.
note to self: the world will always be unfairly fair. everyone gets different portions of different aspects of life. a charming person might not exactly be smart. likewise a smart person might not be exactly charming. all in the all, the spread of attributes seems really different from person to person. nonetheless, it is probably due to this uneven distribution that makes one's life seems less unfair or more fair.. whichever term you want to believe in. that being said, i want to say about things that i have less. duh.. it's a rant.
the amount of hard work placed in does not correlate with results. you can be diligent and yet fail. you can be lazy and yet excel. results are really all that matter most of the times. results here refer to any results. it does not mean only about academic results. people don't care what you do behind the scenes. they see what you do in front of their eyes. one might abuse his/her parents at home but act kindly in public.. there a good person. one might be filial but tend to ignore his/her friends.. there a bad person. no matter what, you will be judge. nothing ever satisfies everyone. given two options, choosing either will still give you the dirty words from people around you.. just from different people based on the different choices made.
after saying those, i now recall the times where i love being alone with my thoughts. being alone allows me to be away from such issues. yeah those are inevitable but dealing your own shit yourself can be therapeutic. never promise what you can't deliver. never expect someone to do something for you when you can't do the same for others.
it is time to find some inner peace.
note to self: the world will always be unfairly fair. everyone gets different portions of different aspects of life. a charming person might not exactly be smart. likewise a smart person might not be exactly charming. all in the all, the spread of attributes seems really different from person to person. nonetheless, it is probably due to this uneven distribution that makes one's life seems less unfair or more fair.. whichever term you want to believe in. that being said, i want to say about things that i have less. duh.. it's a rant.
the amount of hard work placed in does not correlate with results. you can be diligent and yet fail. you can be lazy and yet excel. results are really all that matter most of the times. results here refer to any results. it does not mean only about academic results. people don't care what you do behind the scenes. they see what you do in front of their eyes. one might abuse his/her parents at home but act kindly in public.. there a good person. one might be filial but tend to ignore his/her friends.. there a bad person. no matter what, you will be judge. nothing ever satisfies everyone. given two options, choosing either will still give you the dirty words from people around you.. just from different people based on the different choices made.
after saying those, i now recall the times where i love being alone with my thoughts. being alone allows me to be away from such issues. yeah those are inevitable but dealing your own shit yourself can be therapeutic. never promise what you can't deliver. never expect someone to do something for you when you can't do the same for others.
it is time to find some inner peace.
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