Wednesday, April 4, 2018

12MCs down

yes this is an update of my life.

a big part of my life is now gone. FYP assessments of course. the heaviest ever module is now done. i just have to make a little change to the report and send it to my external supervisor and i am so done with this.

i got to say the past 8 months have been a rather interesting experience with regards to taking on this individual FYP. i am so thankful to have great mentors with great patience to guide me through, putting me through thought processes to better myself and what not. so glad that they allowed me to explore in the area of biostatistics and public health research.. something of great interest to me.

done and dusted. thought the Q&A part of my presentation could have been done better but ohh wells.. no point thinking too much about it. the countdown to unemployment begins. until next time then, cheers.

Monday, April 2, 2018

am i a fool

yes this is an update of my life.

well, hello April. i avoided posting yesterday just in case some of my words were taken as jokes.. lol. despite April Fool's Day being over, i question if i am a fool very often lately. i find myself questioning my decision. i find myself questioning my priorities. i find myself question on my next step. i thought i have everything all planned out but then again i failed to see some of the unforeseen outcomes and what not.. which resulted to be adjusting and adapting on my feet. doing such alterations can be exhausting but i am still surviving.

those complex thoughts aside, i cannot wait for Wednesday to be over. the presentation of my FYP will take place during lunch time. omg, i know right.. lunch time. too bad that is the only time slot available in my supervisor and examiner timetables. nonetheless, i hope i will ace the presentation.. not panic.. not stammer too much. may i have the confidence and cool to take on the next obstacle of FYP. after that, it will just be the little 5% left to conquer.

motorbike lessons are going well i guess. tough i am like taking many lessons just to clear one "module" i guess i get to practise more. boost confidence and what not.. then again sad to see money fly now and then. until next time then, cheers.