Saturday, November 26, 2016
Thursday, November 24, 2016
punched in the teeth
yes this is an update of my life.
i am still rather demoralised from today's microeconomics paper though it sort of happened more than 12 hours ago. what can i say? such disappointed will never grow into me.. i will not be numb by such disappointments. life is a weird yet wonderful thing. whenever i try to be positive and do my best, it will throw me with something i will never foresee or expect. it is like a punch in my teeth as i was sprinted head on.. smiling. the pain will never be numb no matter how many times it punches. no matter how old i am and which stage of life i am, such incidences will stink.. big time.
no worries, all i need is time. facing such stuff should be expected but ironically, as i expect such things to happen i just will never expect the disappointment and morale-killing sting that follows. ohh wells. that is life.
on the other side of my life, internship interview the other day was kind of weird and different. no news yet though. sadly, in this case, no news is bad news. still keeping my fingers crossed as i understand as each day that pass by is a great drop in chances of getting it. i hope for the strength to power through until next Thursday.. the next three papers will be as bad or likely worse off that today's. until next time then, cheers.
i am still rather demoralised from today's microeconomics paper though it sort of happened more than 12 hours ago. what can i say? such disappointed will never grow into me.. i will not be numb by such disappointments. life is a weird yet wonderful thing. whenever i try to be positive and do my best, it will throw me with something i will never foresee or expect. it is like a punch in my teeth as i was sprinted head on.. smiling. the pain will never be numb no matter how many times it punches. no matter how old i am and which stage of life i am, such incidences will stink.. big time.
no worries, all i need is time. facing such stuff should be expected but ironically, as i expect such things to happen i just will never expect the disappointment and morale-killing sting that follows. ohh wells. that is life.
on the other side of my life, internship interview the other day was kind of weird and different. no news yet though. sadly, in this case, no news is bad news. still keeping my fingers crossed as i understand as each day that pass by is a great drop in chances of getting it. i hope for the strength to power through until next Thursday.. the next three papers will be as bad or likely worse off that today's. until next time then, cheers.
Wednesday, November 23, 2016
restless in between
yes this is an update of my life.
being a statistics major has its cons whenever it comes to final exams. among the science cohort, we are always the last few to end all of our papers. even during normal school weeks, our classes generally end later than other science students. i don't really know why but this can be annoying. yet another reason i look forward to work life.. lol.
papers are spread out well across two weeks for me this semester. well, some may rejoice seeing that there are two weeks to clear five finals with extra revision time in between each paper. however, i don't. during the time in between each paper, i tend to be really restless.. to the point of no revision is the only way to be the least restless. yeah, you read that right. i hardly do productive shit from the start of the first paper. i rather start then end fast.. than to have the entire course to drag for so long.
ohh wells.. just a little rant, nothing i can do about it as well. just plucking that splint out of my head before turning in for the night. yeah, i sleep damn early the night before paper too.. haha no surprise. until next time then, cheers.
being a statistics major has its cons whenever it comes to final exams. among the science cohort, we are always the last few to end all of our papers. even during normal school weeks, our classes generally end later than other science students. i don't really know why but this can be annoying. yet another reason i look forward to work life.. lol.
papers are spread out well across two weeks for me this semester. well, some may rejoice seeing that there are two weeks to clear five finals with extra revision time in between each paper. however, i don't. during the time in between each paper, i tend to be really restless.. to the point of no revision is the only way to be the least restless. yeah, you read that right. i hardly do productive shit from the start of the first paper. i rather start then end fast.. than to have the entire course to drag for so long.
ohh wells.. just a little rant, nothing i can do about it as well. just plucking that splint out of my head before turning in for the night. yeah, i sleep damn early the night before paper too.. haha no surprise. until next time then, cheers.
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