Tuesday, September 24, 2019

solo

yes this is an update on my life.

excuse my absence but i shall be more active these few days and will definitely explain my absence in the past couple of weeks. these few days i will be able to update more often as i am currently on my work/leisure trip to the UK. without bringing my personal laptop, i cannot really watch the shows that i follow. so apart from catching up on YouTube, here is the next place can really invest my time in.

okay, actually i will still need some time to plan my wandering around the UK as well but the point is i will definitely be able to be here more often until i head back to Singapore. stay tuned. until next time then, cheers.

Monday, September 9, 2019

life's hard

yes this is an update of my life.

threading in really deep waters these days with so much at times i wonder am i biting more than i can actually chew. i love challenges but maybe my brain has its limits to the amount i can on at a single point. on the brighter side, i will be heading to the UK in less than a month!

life's hard. not that i just realised but just got reminded that this is so. i consider myself as a realist and i accept the fact that there are always somethings that are definitely beyond what i can do. then it circles round back to whether putting in your best is enough and worth it. the endless internal debate soon follow. on one side, yeah no matter what put in your best and take the chances you get, something might turn out great. on the other side, doing that might be exhausting since more than half of the tries might be lead to a failure. then again among the successes, each success is usually better than expected. so.. yeah.. this.. cycle goes on.

for now, i am on the side on putting in my best no matter what. yeah, i admit some hits are quite painful but i don't think it is enough to give up. maybe i am part optimist after all. until next time then, cheers.