Thursday, January 18, 2018

the reason

yes this is an update of my life.

sometimes putting to words the things that occur in my life can be really challenging. when under those circumstances i will end up opting to describe rather the thoughts that follow and i am going to do so in this post.

you know when things are going seemingly bad continuously, something good might just happen and break the streak. conversely, when things are going seemingly well continuously, something bad might just happen and break the streak. well, the first scenario would remind me that rainbow appears after the rain. the latter scenario stresses the fact that things cannot be taken for granted most of the times. yeah.. generally this is the consensus when streaks of good/bad things happening are broken. however, now and then i would like to take a further step to think more on it.



in case it isn't known yet, i am a strong believer of everything happens for a reason, regardless good or bad, the path leads somewhere. what may seem like a dead end might just be a temporary stumble. usually i love to ponder on the reason behind all these happenings rather than cursing my luck when things get a little ugly.

so yes, here i am still looking for the reason behind some stuffs that have been going on recently. this is probably the reason why i value personal space and time occasionally as well. until next time then, cheers.

Wednesday, January 17, 2018

tried it all

yes this is an update of my life.

ohh free day Wednesday, hence the rather weird timing to be writing a post here. so final semester had begun.. two days in and i have attended a class for each of the modules i am reading in the current semester. thoughts? well, little shaky i guess.. i cannot really see a clear direction yet despite them highlight the learning outcomes and what not. i guess they listed not as explicit as i hope they would. nonetheless, i think i will get the taste as more days go by.

feeling a dark shadow of real-life shit looming as well. i know i ought to start to job hunt really soon. i know i ought to figure out exactly if i would be heading for Masters in the near future or not really soon. nonetheless, i am still hoping that the shadow will not engulf be as soon as i know it will be doing so. my brain tend to think rather long term and far ahead at times. so much so i am wondering at times if this is a good trait or not.

hmm.. forget long term even short term i have pressing stuff to handle at hand. CNY shopping. FYP report. tutorial balloting. some other admin stuff. well then, baby steps i guess. taking small steps is always better than taking none. until next time then, cheers.