the need for focus

yes this is an update of my life.

mid-semester right now.. looking back weeks ago i was in a state of confusion. right now.. i am not much better haha besides the fact that i can handle the situation better i guess. there is quite a load on my plate right now. so many things to juggle. so many things to work on. so many things to stress on. weeks ago, the same few things exist.. now they still exist, if not, they are greater in numbers now.

well, like i said i think i am managing them better or at least i am trying to tell my self that to keep focus. each time time i decide to handle and tackle a task, i tend to lose focus after a mere hour or so. in some cases, like surfing Youtube and what not, this could be good to remind myself i have better things, more important things, to settle. for the important tasks, being easily distracted is never a good thing. i really need to focus right now. on the side note, i cannot wait for October as well.. for my weekends from October will be more carefree.

thinking what factors that might have led me to this state. there are tons of possibilities but knowing and acknowledging them will not solve them entirely. i just need to work on what's a hand.. take one step at a time. hopefully not to slow.. but i will make it surely. i have to. until next time then, cheers.

start of crunching

yes this is an update of my life.

pardon me for not updating for the last couple of days. okay, not couple but rather quite some time already. always want to update properly.. so whenever i do not have the feel to write quality posts, i tend to share videos or songs that represent my mood haha. okay, so obviously, i am into updating properly today.

first things first, good news! i have finally received my full data for my FYP and i can finally start crunching and coding properly. reading tons of literature reviews can be really dry and boring. been waiting for the time to code and do some analysis. well, the time is here. i have to be careful though.. i must always remember that FYP is not the only module i am reading this semester lol. i tend to get quite carried away. well, when you are in the mood, you are really in it.

moving on to a reality check. this week is the final week before the start of recess week. time is moving too fast for my liking.. really. well, the bright side is that i have only 2 midterms to really prepare for. the bad side is those two modules happen to be really challenging modules. well, i hope i can make full use of this recess week to recharge and revise. until next time then, cheers.

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