big mess

yes this is an update of my life.

almost a week into the new year and i feel that i am using more energy than i hope to. of course for good things not things that waste one's time and effort. bidding for modules have always been a painstaking and troublesome thing to do in NUS. however, at the conscious level i didn't feel anything this time.. i guess my conscious mind just chose to feel numb about it. subconsciously, however, i think the inner me is worried 24/7 about.. hence the slight fatigue. tomorrow will be another round.

apart from that, been cleaning the big mess of a room i have as well in preparation for the lunar new year. i rarely do such thorough clean up but ohh wells.. has to be done. been going around the island shopping for gifts and clothes as well and meeting with old friends to catch up and what not. if you know me well, i have this social battery. whenever i socialise the charge from it will be used and the only way to recharge it will be having my own me-time. the social battery is running a little low hence the need for me-time before the weekends where i have to move into campus and prepare for the new semester. until next time then, cheers.

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