private CAP

yes, this is an update of my life.

been a while since i really sit and talk about whatever has happened around me. today is the day then. last week was too busy with midterms and what not. post midterms last weekend was awesome. kind of  forced myself to really enjoy and play my heart out and not care about any work. reason being? probably the next time i get to really do that will be in December when the finals are over. so yeah.. my dramas are slowly coming back and managed to catch up of numerous movies last weekend.

past week has been decent too. as usual, work will pile and i will be playing catch up as always. nonetheless, i'm sure i can survive for i have survived half a semester now. really thankful for those friends around me who never fails to make school life more liveable. hall friends with supper and training sessions and meetings. SOW OG mates hanging out and chilling now and then. these tend to allow us to really set aside all the worries temporary. good for the brain.. haha.

one thing that is rather disturbing to me is the question of CAP. okay, i'm a freshman maybe i might understand one day. however, for now, i am not too sure why majority love to keep their CAP as a deep dark secret though they are obviously performing well. has the society gone to a state where such things aren't supposed to be shared even with your trusted close friends? even given a range is better than saying "no lah cannot lah.. this one private".

how this world turns cold

been reminiscing good old songs these days. just one of those days when their lyrics describe what you are going through.

back to marathon

no, i do no run marathons nor half-marathons.. not those 21km or 42km. the marathon here is not the literal meaning. well, it has been a bonus to have an extended weekend just after hell week filled with midterms. nonetheless, come tomorrow i have to get back into the game and start working hard again. no one said college would be easy and i know it will not be any easier.. just need to sustain a constant motivation. cannot wait to reach the finish line of final exams. when i run pass it, i hope i know that i have done everything i could and the outcome would be pleasing.

with all those said, i wish all my college peers and friends all the best in the mean time as well.