more steam

yes this is an update of my life.

reality check.. it is Week 9 of the semester. things are not looking good i would say.. at least in terms of studies wise. the content of two of my core level 4000 modules is disgusting. well, i love statistics, yes, but the amount of content they feed us in a given period of time is insane. furthermore, not all the teaching staffs can teach well enough to convey those new ideas and knowledge to the students. this is evident from the students' performances in various assessments. pretty evident, in fact.

nonetheless, i am hungry to improve and sort out my doubts. however, i am missing the steam these few days. maybe it is partly due to the fact that i had my last midterm paper only last week and needed to rest a little. my heart says rest but my mind knows better than that.. i cannot rest too long for it is already the second half of the semester.. a period where there are many assignments and projects due. and all these are above the fact that i need to catchup on the lectures.

ohh good gracious, may i find that steam to power through the remaining of the semester. i do not only want to survive but to do and score well this semester. i can do this. until next time then, cheers.