the need for focus

yes this is an update of my life.

mid-semester right now.. looking back weeks ago i was in a state of confusion. right now.. i am not much better haha besides the fact that i can handle the situation better i guess. there is quite a load on my plate right now. so many things to juggle. so many things to work on. so many things to stress on. weeks ago, the same few things exist.. now they still exist, if not, they are greater in numbers now.

well, like i said i think i am managing them better or at least i am trying to tell my self that to keep focus. each time time i decide to handle and tackle a task, i tend to lose focus after a mere hour or so. in some cases, like surfing Youtube and what not, this could be good to remind myself i have better things, more important things, to settle. for the important tasks, being easily distracted is never a good thing. i really need to focus right now. on the side note, i cannot wait for October as well.. for my weekends from October will be more carefree.

thinking what factors that might have led me to this state. there are tons of possibilities but knowing and acknowledging them will not solve them entirely. i just need to work on what's a hand.. take one step at a time. hopefully not to slow.. but i will make it surely. i have to. until next time then, cheers.