that exam feeling

yes, this is a update of my life.

recess week. one more week before the midterm exams kick start. a typical student would actually start to panic and try to squeeze whatever time he has just to start catching up and beefing up the modules that have midterms. the anxiety will be a good motivational drive in his focus diligent revision. well guess, what, i don't have it.

the fact that i don't feel how a typical student feel or like those times prior to NS during exam periods really begin to worry me a little. i guess thanks to the long gap in between i have forgotten a lot of feelings pertaining to being a student. i have forgotten the feeling of great anxiety, knowing the fact that i need to do quite a lot of revision and what not. i have forgotten the feeling of sitting for an exam. to be honest, i don't know if this is really a good thing or a bad thing. damn.. in fact, it sounds like i don't know what to feel. where have that feeling gone too? haha..