Monday, September 9, 2019

life's hard

yes this is an update of my life.

threading in really deep waters these days with so much at times i wonder am i biting more than i can actually chew. i love challenges but maybe my brain has its limits to the amount i can on at a single point. on the brighter side, i will be heading to the UK in less than a month!

life's hard. not that i just realised but just got reminded that this is so. i consider myself as a realist and i accept the fact that there are always somethings that are definitely beyond what i can do. then it circles round back to whether putting in your best is enough and worth it. the endless internal debate soon follow. on one side, yeah no matter what put in your best and take the chances you get, something might turn out great. on the other side, doing that might be exhausting since more than half of the tries might be lead to a failure. then again among the successes, each success is usually better than expected. so.. yeah.. this.. cycle goes on.

for now, i am on the side on putting in my best no matter what. yeah, i admit some hits are quite painful but i don't think it is enough to give up. maybe i am part optimist after all. until next time then, cheers.

Saturday, August 31, 2019

1111

yes this is an update of my life.

no, the title isn't commemorating the special time that some would associate with making a wish that you really want to be true. rather, it is to highlight that is the 1111th post on this blog. well, at least for those currently published ones.. did a little clean quite a few years back to have the current ones you see. no worries, doubt there will ever be another such clean up. so indeed the 1111th post.

the past week has been insane. moved to the new office, tackling new responsibilities, managing new expectations. these piled up and i found myself in quite a bit of hectic lifestyle, barely breathing.. but am glad when most of the stuff have been calming down by the end of yesterday. the weekends could not come at a better time. next week there will be quite a few changes in the offices as well. this will be interesting.

been preparing and organising my work-leisure trip to the UK as well. gosh, come tomorrow it will be the month where i will be flying over. time really flies. am very excited yet a little nervous.. mainly partly because how i think i am unprepared for the weather there. nonetheless, trying to fix this by the end of the next weekend. life's interesting like this, always on the edge.. the adrenaline, the shocks your brain sends. until next time then, cheers.