Tuesday, December 1, 2015

hey Dec.

yes this is an update of my life.

this year is really flying by. it feels as though it was just mere days ago when i was enjoying Chinese New Year. but no.. now we are nearing Christmas and then next year's Chinese New Year. i don't know if it is a good thing or not.. think i am leaning towards the idea of feeling time flying by as a good thing more than a bad one.

well, to feel as though time is flying by would mean that one has been keeping oneself rather busy and occupied. being busy and occupied is a good thing for me considering i am a student and a part-time home tutor. so being bust and occupied at least would mean i am likely making use of these time to earn extra cash and gain new knowledge. at least that's what i hope i am doing.. haha.

nonetheless, one thing i would regret now and then during school semester is not catching up with all the close friends i have prior to start of the semester. ohh wells mental note then.. have to make full use of holidays to catch up with them.. spend a little less time sleeping in or idling on my own. personally i think being at this stage of life, the close friends or best friends or buddies i have currently will be the people whom i will hold dear to for the rest of my life. one, i would have known most of them for a rather long time now so if we have been sticking to one another, there is bound to have a reason and thus a purpose. two, subsequently in the remaining years in college and in workplace, i think the friends that i will make will probably be friends-friends kind of relationship. yes, we will help one another and hang out with one another now and then. however, the closeness those future friends share with me might be really different to those of i share with my current treasured friends.


this leads to me to think about something else now and then. i realised that when we meet a person is really crucial too. allow me to elaborate a little. say i met this person only a year or so back. i am in good terms with him/her. however, if i were to have met him/her say a decade ago, this person might actually turn out to be one of my closest buddy. as you grow older, vulnerable seats for treasured friends would be occupied. a human heart cannot hold too much as well.. hence the number of relationships has a limit as well. time in which you first meet a person does really matter.

ohh wells, shifting the focus back to time flying by. one last paper for this semester in less than 12 ours time. freedom in slightly more than 12 hours time. i really really cannot wait. while adults always tell me that a students' life is better than a working adult's life, i still look forward to ending my studies. as i am not in my graduating year, i am only looking towards each end of the semester.. haha how typical.

ahh.. December. short break and short holiday but i shall treasure every single day of it. i will not waste too much time sleeping in and idling. cheers.

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