dumb ways to die

hello people. i am blogging at this weird hour despite today is a Thursday due to the fact that i took yet another off i one week. come to think of it, since after the blocked leave i Dec. i yet to stay in camp from Monday to Friday, five full days. love having off days.

anyway here to update because i am experiencing a feeling that i will feel on and off over each year. not often but still yeah. what feeling?

i miss all my dear friends, my sisters, my brothers. i feel so eager to suddenly ask everyone of them out to talk and eat and hang out just for the sake of fun and catching up, like seriously. ohh well hope i can do so pretty soon despite everyone's tight and different schedule.

what's with my post title then? haha addicted to the song again. click below if you do not want to sleep and let the song ring in your head.

paranoid

i hate this period. probably the most hated period since i entered 39 SCE in Seletar Camp. why? mob manning period. army dudes you should know what i talking about. for the civilian girls and yet-to-enter-NS boys it means the camp can call you back anytime as if something big happened to the country. you see those flashing things on TV? yeah that's one of the way they summon us like a boss summoning its mob. so many things to change over this period of time.

1) i have to bring my camp pass and 11B everywhere i go.
2) i have to have extra $15 in my wallet that is used to cab down to camp.
3) i cannot use my iphone when i leave house for the camp do not allow iphone in until February.
4) i have to wear book-in attire whenever i go out, meaning polo or tee with long pants or jeans with belt with socks and shoes.

damn. hate this shit. what's more is they give you the paranoid feeling, making you check your handphone every now and then in case shit cocks up. man can't wait for end of this month.

4th