am i a fool

yes this is an update of my life.

well, hello April. i avoided posting yesterday just in case some of my words were taken as jokes.. lol. despite April Fool's Day being over, i question if i am a fool very often lately. i find myself questioning my decision. i find myself questioning my priorities. i find myself question on my next step. i thought i have everything all planned out but then again i failed to see some of the unforeseen outcomes and what not.. which resulted to be adjusting and adapting on my feet. doing such alterations can be exhausting but i am still surviving.

those complex thoughts aside, i cannot wait for Wednesday to be over. the presentation of my FYP will take place during lunch time. omg, i know right.. lunch time. too bad that is the only time slot available in my supervisor and examiner timetables. nonetheless, i hope i will ace the presentation.. not panic.. not stammer too much. may i have the confidence and cool to take on the next obstacle of FYP. after that, it will just be the little 5% left to conquer.

motorbike lessons are going well i guess. tough i am like taking many lessons just to clear one "module" i guess i get to practise more. boost confidence and what not.. then again sad to see money fly now and then. until next time then, cheers.

your clock

yes this is an update of my life.

i came across a timely reminder earlier today. i guess recently i am rather caught up with the pace i am taking as compare to peers around me.. so much so at times i forgot to slow and appreciate the things around me. the link to the video that served as a timely reminder is below. do take a look and enjoy.

Everyone has a different clock. Wait for your time.

remember to not sweat about how fast or slow you are going, so long you are moving at a pace you feel right about. remember not to compare everyone's pace to your own. until next time then, cheers.

sides

yes this is an update of my life.

rainy weather. cool breeze. slightly more free. elements that push one to type out a decent post on the blog.. so here i am. there are many things that set my mind wander into deep thoughts and then i begin to question hard on my intentions, directions and goals. among all the million of thoughts racing through, i would like to collate a portion of them to talk about it here today.

"grass is always greener on the other side". i think this phrase does more harm than good. somehow people around love saying this as an excuse or justification in making a mistake or so before having to move on to the next option.. while initially those silly mistakes and decisions could have been avoided. yes, while that phrase serves as an encouragement for events that happen beyond one's control, we cannot live by that phrase.

this was kind of my problem in recent weeks. when i chance across an opportunity or chance, instead of making full use of it, i went to figure on the "what ifs". in the process, i lost couple of precious stuff. thank goodness that i realised fast enough to adjust my course accordingly before more damage is done. so, yes here i am cautioning you. treasure each step, treasure each opportunity, never let anything good slip away just because you were looking over to the greener side. the greener side might not be as great as the side you are on. brighter colours do not translate to better quality. until next time then, cheers.