running from running

yes this an update of my life.

peaceful night to write out a little update of my life right now. less weights in my heart and my mind since i have completed the parts of my FYP report that i aimed to complete by this week. not much but good enough to set the pace of my writing. moreover, to carry on writing, i need more extensive planning and consulting with my mentors before proceeding with confidence and conviction.

of course not all weights have been unloaded.. still unsure if my ear infection is completely heal or not. haha at this point in time i question if legit there is a problem or am i just being paranoid. you see, i don't want to spend too much money to head to the next review which will be with a specialist in a hospital.. but at the same time i want to eradicate the problem and be sure of it. like the Chinese saying goes where you remove weeds by uprooting them completely and not to just trim the top.

moving on, i realise i have sort of broken my holiday tradition of keeping fit through night runs this winter break. i find myself running from running routine. why? i keep finding reasons to not run.. at times legit reasons but other times.. plain excuses. legit reasons being heavy downpour or being sick. plain excuses being too tired after a day out or doing too much FYP thus draining to much brain energy. yeah, i know, running no need use too much brain juice.. that is why i say plain excuses. ohh wells, what a way to end 2017 in the aspect of maintaining good exercise habit haha. until next time then, cheers.

bad english

yes this is an update of my life.

wondering if my ear problem is due to the previous infection or what not. my ears have been giving me problems for almost a month now. so annoying and costly so far. got referred to ENT specialist in January. i am sure the trip down will not be cheap and i am still pondering if i should go. who knows if i am paranoid or not. who knows if this issue is a permanent "damage" or not. sigh.. last thing i need now is to have such health issue bothering me and adding to my stress.

yeah.. winter break also got stress.. first time in 4 years of university life.. thanks to FYP of course. i have finally dragged my ass to start writing my FYP report with my bad english. so unsure of how i should go about writing and what not. nonetheless i am powering through and doing as much as i can. have aimed to finish one more small part before i head to my short getaway this long weekend.. so that i can arrange to meet with my supervisor in early January or what not. until next time then, cheers.

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