Sunday, May 28, 2017

judgement

yes this is an update of my life.

yeah i know practically the entire of last week there has not been any updates here. well, for a very good reason. i was sick since Tuesday night. despite so, i felt obliged to head to work. after all, the work laptop wasn't at home. so even if i wanted to work from home, i could not. then after office hours, i practically had dinner, bathe, sleep without much delay in between.

no, i did not watch my usual shows before sleeping. no, i did not catch up on my Youtube subscription videos before sleeping. no, i did not train for IPPT before sleeping. i slept on average at 9pm. yeah.. damn early but all in hope to make my body recover as soon as possible. sadly, my lifestyle did not help much so had to see the doctor later last week. now i am better.. not 100% back to health but close.

well, hopefully this sickness will be gone soon. i want to focus better in work and make full use of my evenings. so silly to spend so much time sleeping.

so anyway, tomorrow NUS students face judgement as the results will be released. i hope i can sleep.. haha. last semester, somehow or rather, i could not fall asleep early the night prior to judgement day. fingers crossed. until next time then, cheers.

Monday, May 22, 2017

the familiar split road

yes this is an update of my life.

hmm.. Mondays are bad enough to signal the start of another long ass week of waking up super early and heading home only around dinner. however, today was slightly worse. the MRT got delayed. well, yeah no those hours of delay big disruption kind, but long enough to result to me reaching office 20 minutes later than usual. the thing that surprised me is i am still early based on my contract start time. then that is when i realise i have been reaching the office super early despite walking way slower on other days. guess this is the habit of mine. dislike the idea of rushing.

work went on as per normal. okay wait no.. haha got more work and even had a false fire alarm.. haha. how eventful lol. nonetheless, still surviving well. just coding slower than i hope to be doing so. office can be a good and bad place for focused work.

in other stories, i am at yet another familiar split road of trust in a friendship. it is an event where some incident ignites the question of whether i should trust the friend of mine or not. okay, not the two extremes but rather like after today, should i trust the person less or not. hmm.. ahh well, time will reveal i guess. for now, i rather have my walls up first. until next time then, cheers.