Monday, August 15, 2016

eight

yes this is an update of my life.

school stuff first then. almost done reaching the end of fixing my semester's timetable. still in midst of securing one more tutorial slot before i get the entire timetable fixed. i am grateful to have the remaining tutorial classes fixed in the first round. only the burden one has to enter subsequent rounds of balloting. nonetheless, i think i would probably end up doing manual registration for the slot i wanted. the two other options aren't exactly nice. one clashes with another class. the other is right before a class that is to be held real far away from the tutorial class venue. so yeah.. not much a choice. i will "force" them to give me the one i yearn.

moving on from school related stuff.. if you have not realised, it is August already. 8 months of 2016 is over.. you have 4 months left to settle whatever goals you set for yourself on 2016's New Year Day. i got reminder by a meme yesterday.. and i was rather surprised at how time flies. well, probably a good thing as well.. i realised that i did not really keep track of the time of the year i am in because of the time used to do meaningful stuff. i have packed my 8 months with school and internship so far. sounds boring but that is what i wanted from the beginning.. plus of course there have been times or relaxation and socialisation and what not. nonetheless.. wow.. 8 months flew by. time to head to the last third of the year and end this year well. until next time then, cheers.

Thursday, August 11, 2016

a step up

yes this is an update of my life.

first week of the new year and new semester is almost over.. not completely burnt out but i still feel a cold engine in my head. my heart wants knowledge but my brain is still cold as ice. it is time to slowly dig out past knowledge and what not and stat absorbing stuff.

the core modules i will be taking this semester will be purely level 3000 and 4000 modules. compared to lower level ones, i can really feel that these modules are pushing me hard up a step. the difficulty, the complexity, the knowledge, the skill, the expectation, the requirement.. all a step up from those previous lower level modules. well, sort of expected but i did not really thought the push will be this hard. wake up, Alvin.. haha almost time to start all engine for studying.

studies aside, i am also considering a CCA to add value to my last two years of college life. as of now, probably going to join the science club sub-committee.. but shall wait to see the new directors before deciding on the specific ones. ohh wells.. at this point in time, i really hope i can cope with the challenges and tasks ahead. i hope i can maintain my CAP in the current range. going up a category is impossible already.. all i ask for is not for it to drop.. haha. until next time then, cheers.

Wednesday, August 10, 2016

time reveals

burnt again. same mistake same weakness.

the weakness is a trait that society abuses these days. it is a trait in which people are taught to have since young but society will punch you to tell you otherwise. after all, it has always been my personal choice. nonetheless, time has revealed. the privilege isn't appreciated and thus it is, once again based on personal choice, time to shut people off to avoid being burnt for doing what i was taught and told to be doing the right thing since young. time teaches us to let go of things and people that aren't worth your effort.