good old mix

there are two parts to this song.. here is the second.. go listen to the first to see more of those good old mix of rap and pop.

CA

yes this is an update of my life.

stressed as usual. here to chill as usual. i realised why i am feeling the real pinch this semester. comparatively, this semester brought me the most stressful and tiring recess week so far and i have probably deduced why this is so. the reason.. the various CA submissions.

past few semesters do have projects and assignments for submission but most were due in later weeks. this semester is different.. many of the projects and assignments are due around the time when i have to take my midterm exams. gosh.. this is such a turn off. cannot wait to reach week 7. not only will the midterm papers be over, i would have then done with many CAs. until next time then, cheers.

demotivated

yes this is an update of my life.

gosh i am so in need to forcing myself here to chill. well, the funny thing is i have yet to really revise but i am really stressed just at the thought of the undone things. yeah.. recess week. it is something that sounds nice but not at all nice.. beside the fact that there are no classes. still.. just look at those assignments and projects to do within this short time. on top of them, i have to revise for the upcoming three midterm papers.

sigh.. the workload is heading up the exponential curve. sad.. even in my blog post, a place to relax, i am referencing to mathematical shit. ohh wells.. at this point in time i am really in need of motivation. not motivation to stay positive but to get my ass to do work. 

don't get me wrong. i am more of an optimist. i know things will happen how they are suppose to be. nonetheless, i am just ranting and complaining about the stress i have now.. not being super helpless and negative. just wishing i can be motivated to work hard soon.

of course, there will be times to really relax and take a breather. finding the balance though. until next time then, cheers.