Saturday, July 7, 2018

time out

yes this is an update of my life.

well unfortunately, life isn't going very nice these few days. so many things to juggle and i am using much more energy than anticipated. as such, i will be away for couple of days or weeks until some things are well sorted out. these times are hard. until next time then, cheers.

Thursday, July 5, 2018

truth potato #20

15 Bitters Truths That Tells Us The Truth Potato Strikes Again

this entry of Truth Potato taken from the Bored Panda website is somewhat similar/linked to the precious one. i think at the end of the day, the main point of these two posts would be don't forget your own happiness at the expense of pleasing everyone else around you.

Tuesday, July 3, 2018

truth potato #19

15 Bitters Truths That Tells Us The Truth Potato Strikes Again

the 19th entry of Truth Potato taken from the Bored Panda. this is an advice that i will definitely throw at my younger self if i have the chance. whenever possible i would let those kids today know as well. it is always not about pleasing everyone. your life is more than just that form of self-validation.

so yes, when someone is disappointed in you for being you, don't take it to heart.. it isn't worth your time and effort and feelings. there will tend to be those who would appreciate you like how you would appreciate them.

Sunday, July 1, 2018

do not sleep

yes this is an update of my life.

almost the first month anniversary of since starting work. got to say i am more or less adjusted to the work day schedule and what not. this job provides me the necessary challenges to keep my mind active and learning. i like to feel that i am making full use of the time each day to better myself.. be it in knowledge or what not. for now i am and i am happy about that.

pardon me for the limited number of quality posts these few days ever since i started working. i feel rather tired each day after work. good thing is that i know i am making full use of my brain during the day. bad thing is i have no energy to enjoy my evening at times.. at times just sleeping way earlier is the only enjoyment i can have. i am excited to what is ahead though i am a little nervous knowing that i have a lot of projects heading straight into my face next month.

away from work, i am heading to reservist next week and also my convocation. wow.. 4 years of college education led to this ceremony. to be honest, i don't feel anything much about it.. kind of like having a 21st birthday party.. have also can, don't have also nevermind. well, then again i understand that my parents would very much want me to be a part of it and them being part of it as well. so yes, i am going for it.. just not sure how to feel. how i feel now is just so surreal.. how did 4 years fly by just like that? then again, i am glad i made it. regardless of the struggles, the hurdles, the pain.. i made it.. i made it past yet another milestone of my life. i am proud of myself. i am thankful for the opportunity and to those made this possible.

so.. 1st July.. Youth Day and also a Sunday. Sunday evenings feel weird since i know the moment i decided to sleep, i will be waking up to Monday, kicking start a new week of war fighting at work. ohh, relax, it isn't bad.. i am just describing the situation in my head as i take on new coding and analytical challenges. maybe this is why i try to not sleep early on Sundays. until next time then, cheers.